Thursday, October 16, 2008

Why Bother?

If we do not recognize our spirit identity or deny its existence, we deviate from the way. To have and sustain true thoughts, it is necessary to understand the importance of Divine Light and its circulation. Universal Law emphasizes how we must diligently fill oneself with Light. The average person doesn't even think of his spirit identity and behaves as a person who has lost his footing on a high mountain.

Our inner spirit, the Light, is beyond the polar differences. We can overcome the polar opposites of light and darkness when we are conscious of the spirit that dwells in the heart. If we solidify light into our spirit-body, its life energy will gradually penetrate the instincts and movements of not only our consciousness but our physical body as well. Through focused breath, mantras and meditation we return to the purely creative. The outer image demonstrates the inner secret and beauty. When our breath is balanced and we practice the circulation of the Light, the true human nature transcends fate and becomes a conscious spirit.

We bother because to awaken is to apply the magic of who we really are. We inwardly know that to be truly alive the radiance of light purifies our energy and we are whole again. It is said that there are ten thousand ensnarement's. When we are damaged by low self esteem or any of the other ensnarement's, we fall victim to deception and confusion, separation and fear. The only way that we can be free again is to deliberately break through the falsity and darkness of the ego. The ideal is to enter a space of pure energy instead of the cave of fantasy and imbalance. When we find that right space within, a bond of love and certainty is established where we feel a warm release belonging to the true Light.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Recovery Process

To transform low self-esteem we must go through a recovery process that requires honesty and facing our own responses. It is a serious disorder that affects millions of people. Frequently, a person becomes paralyzed with fear. Intense stress can damage a life in such a way that the victim will never reach his full potential. He will always respond from a place of imbalance, need and dissatisfaction. Usually a victim is overly critical of self. Frequently, a victim will hide true feelings and appear to be maintaining an appearance of control even though he deeply feels ugly or a failure within. Some victims become overachievers. There is a long list of disorders that manifest due to a lack of support and affirmation of one's value as a human being.

If you haven't studied my latest book, Be-Embracing the Mystery, please do. I have been active in the healing field for thirty-eight years. I discuss why some people are healed and others are not. The reasons are amazing! Low self esteem is only one reason but a powerful one. Life can be changed for the better when a victim or patient admits to a history of emotional abuse and deliberately takes recovery steps. It is possible through self analysis and realization to learn self-mastery and actually attain balance and wholeness.

I have also noticed that it is very difficult for emotionally wounded beings to turn the other cheek or to forgive. Suggestions of positive behavior are difficult to instill if you retain feelings of rejection, isolation, being ignored or corrupted, exploited and terrorized. Intense emotional imbalances create an energy that has a greater difficulty accepting a Divine Presence living within. Invest serious time in examining your childhood, relationships and reactions to life. If you feel like you are in a box and going nowhere regardless of your efforts, a low self esteem may be blocking your progress. You are worth the effort. It does not have to been years of therapy. Look closely at how you have reacted to people, circumstances and life. Daily meditate, pray, contemplate and chant mantras that are proven to heal emotional disorders. There is an old Zen saying, Words cannot cook rice. A readiness to take action signifies the radiant light within to gradually remove the negative effects that are blocking your happiness and freedom.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Brainwashing

If you were emotionally abused as a child and the effects become long term emotionally and verbally as an adult, a low sense of self-esteem, depression, identity problems and illness will attach as unwanted energy to your personality and body. In many victims, increased alcohol and drug use will eventually destroy you with the mounting tension and feelings of inadequacy. The most serious crime is that the feeling of inadequacy prevents you from accepting your own spiritual identity, your own soul worth.

When you are abused on any level, your partner actually trains you to behave in ways that he or she wants you to behave. Gradually, you begin to feel differently about yourself. Lack of confidence erodes your feeling nature. The brainwasher puts forth a closed system of logic and allows no real input or criticism. In other words, what he or she says goes.

Low self-esteem is actually a thinking disorder. You begin to view yourself as inadequate, unworthy, unlovable and incompetent in many instances. Once these notions are formed, the negative view of self permeates every thought producing faulty assumptions and ongoing self-defeating behavior. Humans develop their initial view of worthy or unworthy attributes in childhood. One who is abused becomes like a bird with only one wing. There is no way a soul can fly when it is constantly in a state of doubt and imbalance. The sick part of this scenario is that many people are not consciously aware of how serious the insidious abuse actually is.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Emotional Junk

I am returning to this subject because it is a major cause for suffering. Even though you seek truth, seek mastery and desire to remeember and live as your higher Self consciously, are you having trouble crossing that bridge of conviction? If you are, perhaps the abuse is known or even unknown to your conscious mind. If you exprienced abuse as a child you may still be expriencing a sense of low self esteem today. The problem with childhood is that the child may assume abuse is a normal behavior. How can you feel that a god or goddess, a holy spirit, a higher Self is actually your true identity if you are still wounded and not healed from the past?

I used to offer rebirthing workshops which emphasized a divine breath exercise that acted like a vacuum cleaner stripping away emotional junk hidden in the subconscious. Today, I prefer a gentle and inexpensive method, mantras, that beautifully handle the emotional liposuction process if you stay with it long enough. Sound mantras are a form of chi-energy that will heal emotional energy stored in your body. I suggest that you first begin with 9 sets of alternative nostral breathing or some other breath technique. Emotional and psychic baggage are locked into points in the body. Things like rage, anger, abandonment, fear, bitterness and guilt are often the root cause of physical ailments ranging from sciatica to substance abuse.

Most abuse begins when we are children. It may likely continue as an adult from our partner. An emotional relationship that drains us will erode self esteem and happiness. You have to fight back recognizing that you can empower yourself regardless of the appearances. Emotional abuse is a form of brainwashing, mind control and the victim may be unaware of what is going on and what changes are taking place.

Friday, October 10, 2008

The Temporary Personality

I call who you think you are the temporary personality for a good reason. When you accept that you were alive before you entered this physical body and will continue to live after you absent the current body, you realize that the personality is temporary. The personality is also affected by what month and day you were born. Each day has its strengths and its weaknesses. Depending on the point of soul evolution you are at will determine whether you act and react from a point of strength or weakness.

You may have already evolved, fine tuned your understanding of what constitutes self-mastery and enlightenment, and be thrown off the path of balance because of early childhood emotional abuse. If you were rejected, isolated, ignored, corrupted, exploited or terrorized, your feeling nature is likely to be damaged. Terrorizing would involve the witnessing of family violence. If you had experienced the most insidious type of emotional abuse which comes under rejection, how can you believe that a divine and loving Self is alive in you?

Regardless of past conditions or current ones of imbalance and shame, you can regain wholeness by establishing grace in your life. Instead of solely leaning on the arm of family members or friends who may be as confused as you are, deliberately learn to lean on the arm of truth and the Light. It is our responsibility to remember the Source and restore ourselves through aligning our energy with the Source. We can reestablish inward mindfulness that creates healing, equanimity and the confidence that arises out of knowing the truth that gives us life...our inner spirit. By remembering the inner spirit Self, which always remains in a state of equanimity and lies behind all experiences pleasant and unpleasant, we awaken to infinite possibilities, become genuinely happy and whole again.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

What God or Goddess?

The whole purpose of life is to make God a reality. We do that through a true trust in the higher Self, our very own god or goddess. I know through my own life experiences how difficult it is to accept and live from the point of view of the goddess. If we have experienced emotional or physical abuse as a child, the path is usually cumbersome. Once we realize that old conditioning has damaged our conscious sense of our true worth, healing will begin. Manifestation of good in our lives becomes easier as we grasp the great truth that the Divine, our true Creator and Light is within us right now. It is that essence that empowers us in all ways.

God is not limited. God does not have to wait until the future to manifest good. Once we grasp the magnificence and power of this truth, we can manifest a balanced and happy life now. If you are doubtful or afraid, you won't. One of the requirements for transformation is a true trust in the Self within.

Keep asking yourself, "Why am I not manifesting good in my life right now?" Keep asking this question throughout the day. Keep a record of your spiritual journey. Review it at the end of the week. There are so many good suggestions out there on how to be enlightened or how to be successful or how to be a master of self. Nothing will work fully if you do not wholeheartedly believe in the spirit within, feel it, talk to it, listen and express it. God, Light, Spirit, the Jewel has not been a priority during the Dark Age. As a result of this gloomy cycle and the resulting spiritual ignorance, suffering, a sense of separation, limitation and lack, the energy has pulled us away from the Center. You can stop it.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

A Weak Drama

Even though Wall Street is weakened and so many familiar aspects of life appear to be weakening, we do not have to be. There are simple devices that will restructure your reality. These devices make use of sound. The sound Ah has the ability to attract good towards you. Combine Ah with Ra, which represents fire, and you create a vibration for prosperity, perfect health, and enlightenment. Ah is desire, Ra is the fire energy and Ka is a symbol for materiality. Put the sounds together as Ah Ra Ka Ra and you will create a resonance chord that will change and regulate your mind so you are capable of manifesting good in your life. You can chant this mind mantra mentally or out loud for 10-15 minutes anywhere. It is a technique that will change your life for the better.

When we enlarge our consciousness, we can accomplish anything. It is false thinking to blame Wall Street, the government or any one else for our problems. As strange as it sounds, we are the creator of the effects in our lives. It is what we accept as our truth, the choices we make and our associations that determine cause and effect. When we look at the possibility that we may be the cause of disruption, loss, separation, lack or limitation, a new direction can be taken. We will manifest a better drama. This is your life. It is very important to understand how powerful you are and use the understanding to create your own heaven on earth.

Using a simple sound mantra as Ah Ra Ka Ra will train your mind to believe and act so you can have a better life right now. Instead of waiting for tomorrow, which never seems to come, you experience good right now. The simple mantra removes the idea of something being impossible.
Learn to take mental action as well as physical action. Be patient and watch your life unfold in a greater and more satisfying way.