Viewing the Past

Many people experience conscious links with a long ago past. In this reference, I mean past life experiences. Either through momentary visions or a distinctive Voice whispering a message to us, we have recall of other countries, personalities or relationships. The aforementioned are threads of the tapestry we weave that we call our soul.

In my own case, a few of the vivid memories include the ancient city of Heliopolis in Egypt and one of the later periods of the Amenhotep family. Crete, old Greece, the temple at Angkor Vat in Cambodia, Easter Island, Jerusalem and Southern France particularly stand out as periods of growth that molded my soul into its present awareness. I am also shown the gender and the role I played. To my way of thinking, there is no real purpose in sharing details with others because any importance lies in who we are now and what we do with the knowledge we have gained.

The beauty in past life recall is that we can if we choose, draw the strengths of character and the powers of knowledge and creativity into our current life and use them for good. We are the sum total right now of everything we have ever thought, felt and done whether it occurred in the visible vibrations of matter or in the invisible worlds of light. Everything is hidden within. Our challenge is to unveil it. When we understand who we are, we can with confidence extract what is needed from the past and use it knowingly in the present. The secret is in the discovery and use of our own amazing consciousness.

Words of Support

Before I experienced the dramatic transformation, I had read the New Testament and studied the Buddhist Bible. I really resonated to Buddhist thought. After the healing, I continued to feel at home with Buddhism but gravitated towards 'The Aquarian Gospel of Jesus the Christ' and the deeply spiritual books written by Joel Goldsmith and much later all the luminous works of the Bulgarian Master Teacher, Omraam Mikhael Aivenhov. Books such as 'Cosmic Consciousness', 'The Impersonal Life', 'Life & Teachings of the Masters of the Far East' supported my need for spiritual companionship.

The 'new' me discovered she had many of the magical powers, freedom of mind and renewal of energy experienced by the accomplished ones, Siddhas, of South India and the gifts of the Spirit mentioned in the New Testament. The awakening energy was kept secret except in the area of reaching out and helping others experience healing. I did not have anyone to talk with regarding freedom of the soul, perfect health and immortality all being gained in this life. So, I turned to the Tamil Siddhas in India and Babaji who is considered an immortal master of southern India.
His disciple, Yogananda, and particularly two books, 'Man's Eternal Quest' and 'Autobiography of a Yogi.' I was yearning to find thought and experience that supported my own deep mystical visions and intuitive sense of knowing and being.

The great works of the scientist/mystic/artist Walter Russell and more recently Dr. Fred Alan Wolf complimented what I knew to be true regarding the fusion of science and spirituality. I never had a physical guru or teacher. Yes, there are always the angels and celestial beings but, it was the right books arriving at the perfect moment that helped me understand the daily visions of the Ineffable Light, angelic visitors, healing, geometrical symbols and other amazing blessings that were my primary companions on the awesome journey of remembering and wholeness.

So Thankful!

As my daily awareness of God's love and presence increases, I am thankful beyond any mere words. I know how much we are loved and how precious our lives are. The joy of the presence of holiness is beyond human expectations. So many of us have forgotten who we really are. This is so sad. We become immersed in matter and forget that we are spirit temporarily using a material form. Isn't this just like Madonna's song, "I am just a material girl living a material life"?

One morning, I suddenly woke up to another reality, a reality that is true, loving, compassionate, wise, understanding, unlimited and forgiving. Each new day I rediscover who I am and the infinite possibilities that are waiting for all of us to embrace and use.
I believe that we are all one glorious energy, meaning we are like luminous sparks of light projecting from the one Great Light, our true Father and Mother Creator. It is up to us to remember and rekindle the spark and light the way. I love nature. She provides everything. When this overwhelmming attitude of gratefulness sweeps through our minds and hearts, we embrace all of nature, every form She takes.

transformation

Yes, I felt and began to look like an entirely different person. It all happened around this time period of the year. It felt as if a powerful yet loving force had entered my energy, an energy that was far wiser than my personality and behavior. My husband said, "You are a different person". I had not told him or anyone else about my being unconscious for an hour or the emergency physical problem and the subsequent healing. I had kept it all secret and decided to do the same with the differences I could feel in my mind and energy.

Having felt God's love for the first time in my life, the feeling was overwhelming. Although I had been raised a Lutheran, I knew nothing about the man Jesus. Because a healing power remained with me, I began to search for answers about the meaning of life and our purpose here on earth. I wanted to understand everything that I could about the soul and the spirit and whether there was a difference and why we had them as part of our make-up. Everything changed for me, not only a healed body.

Personality Change

Hello...Have you ever been sick or in an accident and discovered that you have experienced a sudden and dramatic personality change? I have. It would be interesting to find other people who experienced a similar transformation. After I had been home 4 or 5 days after surgery, the stitches on my abdomen became highly infected, red streaks appeared, swelling and I ran a high fever. For some unknown reason, I didn't call for help. The situation was painful and life threatening. This was in the morning. I went back to bed and fell unconscious. I had looked at the clock as I returned to bed. I awakened one hour later and found my body healed. Angels or a celestial force created two tiny holes, one at each end of the abdominal stitches. The infection had drained out onto the surface of my skin. The fever, red streaks, swelling and pain had vanished. The most interesting part of this miracle or magic was that I felt like a different person. Until this day many years later, the dramatic change has remained with me.